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- Don't turn Around!!!

what is the deal people. hope everthing is chill with everybody. life is getting better. i thought that it was going totally downhill especially since me and shane ended. i honestly thought i was gonna marry that kid. but this is how i see it...if your man tells you to pick your friends or him you pick your friends. my momma always taught me that until he puts a ring on your finger do you do what he tells you to do when you dont want to. if a man cannot be with you because he does not like your friends then he honestly doesnt love you. you are friends with people cause in a way they are like you and when shane had a problem i knew that he didnt know the real me. or at least he knew and was trying to change me. i still miss him so much considering i have not seen him (hes in the marines and is in san diego right now. goes to iraq soon.) and i havent talked to him. i just wish he would call to tell me he is alright. but if thats how he is then so be it. i think everyday that i still have not met mr. right yet and i get so excited. there is a perfect person for me and when he comes along i will be the happiest person in the world. and i have to be patient cause i know he doesnt live in kansas. ha ha. but when i find him i will know, i just cant wait to say in your face shane...you lost the best thing that ever happened to you!!! ha ha. peace out. make a comment i want to see how everyone is doing.

Ashly Tincher

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hey haven't done this in awhile. hmmm...let's see-alot of shit has hit the fan. life is rough but only if you let it get to you. i did. i could sit here and give advice on what not to do but seriously the only thing i can say is...do what you want and you will figure out what is important in life. i have figured out that family and the closest people in your life are the most important. drugs, alcohol, and everything else might be what you want now but you aren't hurting just yourself, you hurt every single person that has ever cared about you and done something for you at least once. i have lost alot of loved ones because of selfishness and if i could take it all back i would. but honestly if i could go back i would of probably made the same mistakes i have. so its fortunate i did them now and got it over with. im making a promise now to anyone who cares that i will get better. im trying everyday. i think anything you could possibly do wrong i have done. and you know, some people can balance it all and still come out on top. i wish i was that kind of person but you can't be everything sometimes. i couldn't do it all. im admitting that right now. major props to all of those people who can. i know a couple of  people who are doin it all right now and let me tell you tristan and vanessa and dana...im coming to join you soon. not everyone is a natural do-it-all...but damn it if i want something im gonna get it and i will succeed. i swear on my life. one day all you suckas that look at me now and think man what has that girl done to herself and gotten herself into will see me on top. thats another guarantee. i might be afraid of myself now and yes i am ashamed to show my face to everyone i have not seen in a long time. but the other night i had a revelation. i once had self confidence and i once knew that i would be something one day. and for some odd reason i went off track and lost myself. i felt like i wasn't in my own skin anymore. but i have woken up and seen my potential. i still have a whole life ahead of me...ive got to make the most of it. im sorry to all i have hurt-my parents especially. i love you and you will see the old me that you once looked so proudly at again. that is my promise to you. im not afraid anymore. i found my head again. promise.

P.S. always, always, always, expect the worse and hope for the best...¢¾